well i am back from my vacation...it was fun but now i am in school mode again which stinks

just a warning to everyone...if you want to see how tough you are go to college....

i am not stressed just worried...ok whatever i am stressed and let see hmmm i have been in classes three days...i think this is a record folks.....well my back is killing me, it is all tensed up and sore...i have a migraine that freaking won't go away...i have still no major and will probably be in school for the rest of my god damn life...though i only have 12 credit hours which is the smallest load i have taken, it is going to take my full efforts to focus on school...i can't sleep at night, i wake up about three time a night....i haven't had chocolate for at least three to four days and i am still wired at night time...like last quarter i will be going without sleep and pushing through the exhaustion....sigh....why is school necessary????

well i am starving and just have to get off here so i don't b**** anymore....

bye

i'm off

so i am of to california to visit my brother justin....right now it is 540 i have 20 minutes before steph gets here...well i am going to see if i can figure out my tape recorder...if not dad, i might need you to record two shows....well turning off my computer...byebye

preparation for spring break

okay...so tomorrow i am off to california.....i tried to get up at 7am...that didn't happen...but i got up at 830 but i wanted to stay awake...that didn't happen, i think i took a 2 hour or so nap. so justin, i might jus want to take the day easy and go shopping sunday or some other day....i will try to sleep in the plane but i don't know...i will see....i will also try drinking caffinated drinks to stay awake...but i know that we should go out to dinner in san francisco(sp) on saturday...it will be your bday dinner that i promised...so you pick..i will go anywhere... weel i have to go pack and eat lunch with grandmommy and go to bed early becasue i am waking up at 5am and leaving at 9am from columbus...sigh so early..... :) see you shortly

DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE

DONE with classes

just on more paper that is almost done...just needs refining and elaborating
and a relaxed presentation about my english paper i wrote....

hopefully i will completely everything by monday...

two more papers, one relaxed presentation, and two more classes.....TIL I AM FREAKIN DONE
i am so exhausted and so unmotivated to do anything
lets see two nights ago i went to bed at 534am slept until 10am
then went all day to class until 8pm
then was up until midnight which was a struggle
finally went to bed and woke up at 715am, not even hearing the 7am alarm
so i went to class with the intention of coming back here to sleep
YET i couldn't get to sleep long and not a deep sleep...
NOW i have to write my paper due tomorrow at 8am
BLAH
i am almost done but not done enough :\