career...hmmm

People with yellow Interests like job responsibilities that include organizing and systematizing, and professions that are detail-oriented, predictable, and objective. People with yellow Interests enjoy activities that include: ordering, numbering, scheduling, systematizing, preserving, maintaining, measuring, specifying details, and archiving, which often lead to work in research, banking, accounting, systems analysis, tax law, finance, government work, and engineering.

People with yellow styles perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is orderly and planned to meet a known schedule. They prefer to work where things get done with a minimum of interpretation and unexpected change. People with a yellow style tend to be orderly, cautious, structured, loyal, systematic, solitary, methodical, and organized, and usually thrive in a research-oriented, predictable, established, controlled, measurable, orderly environment. You will want to choose a work environment or career path in which your style is welcomed and produces results. it sounds like me....

checking things off

ART HISTORY
one AH paper---final paper(trying for Mar. 10; latest Mar. 17)

ENGLISH
0 Mar. 10--literary response due
ENGLISH FINAL presentation Monday March 13th

done with:
Art in your Life
Art 117 drawing

i can see shades of light

i have three weeks of classes left...woo-hooo
then one week of finals....then here i come california :)

well right now lets see...i have to do for the next three to four weeks

read AH-art history---the next weeks i am reading from page 610-717 straight
AH reading quizes---3 quizzes
engligh readings---12 stories and 12 responses roughly
one english paper---literary response
redo english paper(maybe)---depending on grade(different paper from above)
one AH paper---final paper
two art projects maybe three---one due on 27th, another one i think, then final portfolio due
one AH article read/summary---last one due friday
AH presentation---on friday...1st one to go 1st one to get done

i think that is it....i will slowly updat be taking things of and changing numbers every week...neeeeeeeeddddd sleeeep :) well i am going to try and finish this article so i don't have to worry about it for the whole week.. nite bye

got some sleep

two night ago i had about 2 hours of sleep and that day i took a 3 hour nap...
the next night i didn't go to sleep at all and that day i slept 2 hours...
last night i finally got some sleep about 13 to 14 hours...i feel really good and now starting into doing homework.

long days into nights

luckily today i didn't have a 8 am though i tried to get up at 7,8, 9 and finally up at 930. it was hard after going to bed at 2am. it is now 5 am...i have to go make tea because 3 more hours of work will help me for tomorrow...i will be crashin' at 9ish after my class for three or so hours. then cooking and doing art history and english homework. i want to do craft nite but right now i am not thinking i will be able to do it. :( kim and i are both unsure with all the homework....but i am going away this weekend to washington DC...camping at greenbelt national park and the going into the city. well i have to get back to my english paper...i am trying to finish the rough draft so i can let the teacher look at it. i just want to see if i am doing it correctly...then i will lay in bed reading art history...if i fall i sleep i have set 4 alarms...hopefully i am doing my paper correctly and al i will have to do is edit it. then all i will need to work on is my art history.

other than homework i went to RENT tonight. it was awesome :) kim and i really enjoyed it.

other than that also...in our drawing classes with did nudes and now today (wed) and monday we are doing prin making...unfortunately i didn't bring my camera to take pictures but it is really cool looking. :) whenever i can find a quick easy way to show you than i will put up pictures but i just don't have to time to edit, reduce, put in a folder, write in web address, and then post comment....i just need a drag and drop program like facebook.

well bye

UPDATE: it is 530 now...i am going to bed i don't care right now about the paper...i can do the rest tomorrow....nite morning nite

birthday suit

today was interesting. now i should take this as a artist as being accpetable but the first shock of seeing a man naked in front of you just can't seem to actually know what you will do. this is the first man i have seen naked in person. so for me, i had to take a moment, long moment to look through my bag for anything to clear my mind and accept that there is a naked man in the room. Now when he started i got use to seeing his butt but then i look back up because there is a new postion to do another gesture drawing. wam-bam there is a penis, so in my head is don't be rude and stare but your teacher is telling you to split it 10% at paper and 90% at model. this guy is standing there moving his body in different postions when the teacher said so. this model was not blushing and was comfortable standing there in front of about 20 boys and girls, all of whom are artist. so after about 2 hours staring at this guy it was fine but unfortunately he had to go and then for an hour we had a girl model, again nude. now i have seen girls nude...because i am a girl...haha...anyways. i think it was the intial wam-bam of everything that just took me back. anyways that was my day.

laughing out loud

i think today was much better with my rommates and class. i am slowly getting things done and makign up with my rommates. urs and jamie and i had lunch together. robyn and i talk shortly about the certain notices. homework is going well i am just going to take it one step at a time and i section things out for each day. well i have to continue on my art history rough draft so i can go to craft nite tonight...i am going to make cards.

bye :)

stuck on a rollarcoster

so yesterday was bad...real bad but rather not go into details...i am trying to handle it but i can not handle my emotional state right now. I am dealing with a lot of issues that really scared me yesterday and i decided to go to kim to help me. that helped but i didn't want to go back to my apartment. i really don't need this rollarcoaster right now but as always it happens around this time(midterms) but this time is worse. i am hoping everything will settle real quick....unfortunately that doesn't happen. i am taking it day by day and hour by hour.

this week and a half is wayyy to long for me....ohh well got to just go do it :)

i'm cracking

HOLY S***...i have so much to do and just want to curl up and cry and stay in bed for the rest of my life....okay maybe not my whole life just until college becomes easier again...i am soo busy but can't seem to focus...sigh....i had four cups of tea and 10 oz of coke-cola. i am still falling asleep...well i have to go and finish writing a reader response for tomorrow at 8AM.
after that class i want to take a nap but probably go to:
the library or
talk to my professor and
then read 11 pages in my art history and
then work on art homework and
then start writing out my rought drafts for english and art history and
then start reading the two article for art history
then write a article summary for both of them

. .. so is college really necessary...because right now...my answer is HELL NO...NOT worth the tears,
stress,
panic,
nervous,
sadness,
feeling like the world is coming down,
feel like there is no set path and there will never be....

kim (alice) and me(slyvia) are going to be barbers...we both decided....(the name thing is an inside joke)...college sucks....ohh i just want to cuss and break things and just go crazy but i got to do FREAKING homework....sigh..bye yall see you all in a week or soo...sigh

blah

papers, papers, papers, homework, homework, homework..blah blah blah

busy for next week and half :(

going away this weekend

i am going to kim's this weekend...pretty much we are taking it easy and studying...i will take pictures....if i ever get motivated or have time i will edit and put pictures up on here...well i have to go to bed...8am stinks....but ohh well rather have to early than later