February 6, 2006

i'm cracking

HOLY S***...i have so much to do and just want to curl up and cry and stay in bed for the rest of my life....okay maybe not my whole life just until college becomes easier again...i am soo busy but can't seem to focus...sigh....i had four cups of tea and 10 oz of coke-cola. i am still falling asleep...well i have to go and finish writing a reader response for tomorrow at 8AM.
after that class i want to take a nap but probably go to:
the library or
talk to my professor and
then read 11 pages in my art history and
then work on art homework and
then start writing out my rought drafts for english and art history and
then start reading the two article for art history
then write a article summary for both of them

. .. so is college really necessary...because right now...my answer is HELL NO...NOT worth the tears,
stress,
panic,
nervous,
sadness,
feeling like the world is coming down,
feel like there is no set path and there will never be....

kim (alice) and me(slyvia) are going to be barbers...we both decided....(the name thing is an inside joke)...college sucks....ohh i just want to cuss and break things and just go crazy but i got to do FREAKING homework....sigh..bye yall see you all in a week or soo...sigh

1 comment:

Bri said...

Hang in there sweetheart, and get help if you need it - whether it is academic or social or emotional...