UPDATE: on my life

so i am really busy because i am the quarter is about to end but a lot has happened and going to happen. I moved out of my dorm to Cady hall room 415, IM me for my dorm phone...it is a single so you can call any time and won't disturb anyone. i love it because it is soooo quiet and peaceful.
on a different note i have tons of homework due and little time to do it. i had to finish by today my chair out cardboard(picture coming later), a paper due wednesday, 14 computer compostions due tuesday, i also have to unpack and get organized because it is hard to concentrate when a lot of messy clutter is around(NOTE to mom: my room at6 home was organized clutter). yesterday was the worse day but now i am really exhausted from workign on my chair yesterday for 12 hours roughly. it looks alright but hey at 12:40ish AM i was just done with it. i also thought i had a paper due today but instead it was wednesday. i went to bed at 3 in the morning so i am really tired because i woke up at 7 am....4 hours of sleep rock on!!!!! right now i am waiting for my compostions to print out i have been trying to print them out since 330 and now it is 445. hopefully they will come soon because may be i will just keep typing and see what comes out of it.
right now i am at grover where my life is going to revolve around because i am moving to interior design but i don't like doing rooms like trading spaces but like the outside structural of it. i am amazed watching the student center being built. i love to watch it change so slowly but seem quick. well now i am just blabbering on and on about nothingness but hey it is fun. the lab is really cool and nice. i am waiting *tick* *tock* *tick**tock*.....jeezs this is going to take a long time....all i want to do is sleep right now but i have this work to do and i have the paper to do also. so may be i will do a outline and then eat something put a movie in and pass out. YEAHHHHHHHHH i got my picture wooo-hooo ok i am going to stop now sorry for the bad grammer and spelling and all of it. bye

HCIA pics and ART 113

color wheel

value scale

saturation scale

color stays the same in the shapes only the background color changes, but with it your eye also change slightly the colors of the shapes


bezold design

normal room- paint on side is proportions

change room - split complementary(our choice to chage the room so the picture is black and white)

both rooms side by side

*i have about 4 more coming for HCIA but i did one but didn't take a picture and the others haven't come up yet.*

this below is art 113...bridge(which i had posted awhile ago), symbols, and my armor...

all three, as you can see they are all hanging

symbols, kind of front on

mostly kind of seen from the bottom

my armor represents my fear of being judged....i put mirrors on it because first before you judge, judge yourself

i am feeling better

i am feeling better about what i said two entries ago. i had a good night sleep not interpted every hour by people in my hall, i was left alone by my roommate(meaning she didn't talk to me-she knew i wasn't in a good mood), and other stuff a good night sleep can do. bye. need to do lots and lots of homework.

after...

after a good- less then 5 minute cry i am feeling better but not by much.... i will see how it goes in a couple of days, as i said before. nite y'all

Tired

i am tired of friends, people, college, dorms, homework, pretty much everything. i need a break ASAP away from civilation. i might leave and go somewhere tomrrow and have a time alone period. i don't know why i am soo annoyed lately but i can't seem to get away from people and have a moment or friends dissing you for their boyfriends and feeling like the one left out all the time. i need a hug from my mom or dad. a quiet room with no noise or phones ringing with boyfriends on the line. i have never felt so lonely and left out as i feel now. My heart is breaking because i never figured that friends would change soo much when they have a boyfriends. i am seriously going to lose it soon and it isn't there fault but i feel like i am going to exploded. i just don't know how to get the feeling out. unfortunately as i feel now i might not get throught this quarter....i just want to be home and away from here....i will see how this saga will continue just give me a couple of days and i will try to update anyone who reads this. nite.

lost another fish..not mine

fube("foo-bee") went to fishy heaven today.... :(

i am feeling better but i am feeling exhausted most days and headaches sporadic on and off but nothing to take medicine...i think it is a stress headache.

i am doing a lot of homework lately, it is the mid quarter right now....five weeks in and five weeks plus one week for finals, left. right now in my ART class i am doing a protective sheild, kind of, it is of a fear i have. in my HCIA color theory class we just finished up these proportions things of a room...it is easier with a picture then me just writing it(pics will come up when i recieve this project back and then i will do 5 weeks of work. now i am working on a spatial illusion one...haven't come up with a design yet but it is coming along. in my MATH class i have homework every night. in my CS computer literacy class we are learning about access which is very confusing but i am getting through it.

well i am going to work on my art thing and then watch american idol and then head to bed or work on a little more homework but most likely go to bed because i am slowly falling asleep just writing this. nite and bye.


p.s. i have bad grammer, spelling, and incomplete sentences in this...just wanted to let you know that i am writing this on a whim.

It was a sad day two days ago we lost Mr.bubbles(not my fish).

today i was sick...i woke up with a severe migraine...it started from my brain stem all the way through my head. i was very dizzy, weak, feeling like i shallowed a lot of water through my nose, and wanting to vomit. it was hard getting through all my classes. my first class wasn't that bad but art i had to get up and down and my knees kept buckling and i had to hold the table for support. in my two hour break i thought i was getting better so i decided to go to my last class...when walking down the stairs my headache got worse, breathing shallow, dizzy, and weak. a told the teacher i might leave depending on how i feel. I stayed to whole time but my head was not in the game...i was closing my eyes and half listening..i didn't comprehend anything of what happened becasue of it. when i came back i went to sleep from 3 to 6...my head got better but still there, i still feel weak and dizzy, and wanting to throw up. i am going to bed now and hopefully tomorrow will be better or i will spend the day in bed but i forced myself today so i can try to do it tomorrow, i guess.