Tired

i am tired of friends, people, college, dorms, homework, pretty much everything. i need a break ASAP away from civilation. i might leave and go somewhere tomrrow and have a time alone period. i don't know why i am soo annoyed lately but i can't seem to get away from people and have a moment or friends dissing you for their boyfriends and feeling like the one left out all the time. i need a hug from my mom or dad. a quiet room with no noise or phones ringing with boyfriends on the line. i have never felt so lonely and left out as i feel now. My heart is breaking because i never figured that friends would change soo much when they have a boyfriends. i am seriously going to lose it soon and it isn't there fault but i feel like i am going to exploded. i just don't know how to get the feeling out. unfortunately as i feel now i might not get throught this quarter....i just want to be home and away from here....i will see how this saga will continue just give me a couple of days and i will try to update anyone who reads this. nite.