After a bad morning...yesterday

I had a bad morning yesterday(Friday), the people i talked to know and i will leave it at that. I am better, but still not happy. Anyways, after the incident/thing i decided to go to Lancaster to paint pottery. It was nice break, i painted something for myself and something for my papa's 90th birthday(mar. 3rd). i will post what they look like when i pick them up next weekend. After i help my grandmother out with an errand. I bought myself some beer. Now i haven't drank in a long time and when i do it is a small amount. Then i went out with kim's parents which was a nice break. I found an $8 skirt. Now if people know me i HATE skirts but i was actually having fun and i found 2 dresses but one was $40 and the other $50, so i opted for the $30 skirt that had 75% off, which came out to be $7 and some change. I bought it because a friend of mine was having a James Bond party. I was not feeling 100%, but i was just getting through it, at the party i drank water and ginger ale. I am telling you all this because some of the pictures below are interesting(because i am not drunk). i am putting the titles above the picture.

this is a funny group picture...someone has the nice one on there camera(i think urs)
people in this picture(top row: L to R): me, jamie, and urs, (bottom row L to R):kim and steph



There was chips at the party, of course why not it WAS a JAMES BOND PARTY...there is no trick to this picture: my head is on the stairs and the chip is balanced on my nose and i just puckered my lips


this is jamie pointing at the chip and straddling me for some reason...as you can now tell that is the way i balanced the chip via the stairs


okay this is the oooo katie what were you thinking, well jamie was dancing on the chair(which is not safe but whatever) and urs(not shown) had a dollar resting in a strap of her dress so i took it and put it in my mouth(also not safe) and pretended to give it to jamie. i think our wires were crossed because she is poised and i...well you see. i just wanted you all to focus on my outfit. i have my boots which are shown, which justin's girlfriend Stephanie's always show hers off so i took her advice, when she told me that i should show off the boots. It was 14 degrees outside...and instead of wearing pants i am wearing my new skirt. then i am wearing my Christmas top. i also had new jewelry on which i think you can see in the next pictures.
i felt very girly an actual women. i can't explain the feeling. the morning i felt used(no i was not raped) and then i felt beautiful, very empowered, and not boyish/plain jane which i feel most of the time. i can't explain the feeling. i just wanted to show it off and move to the groove :)


here is kim and i, i am wearing my new necklaces and earrings. Kim is wearing her new headband and earring and not shown her stockings and pok-a-dot shoes(very eighties kim). we were and did have fun but got tired out at 12. we arrived at 10, very fashionable late.


here steph and me. we were chilling on the stair talking a little and resting because i was tired from having 6 hours of sleep and not having a good day and she had uncomfortable shoes on. we were taking it easy watching the drunk people and the people playing 'wii' (it is pretty cool but i just wasn't up to play with it as some people, the morning kind of ruin it for me)


here is kim and me chilling on the stairs. steph is taking the picture, after kim took the previous one. I think everyone at the party was just having fun. we just finished mid-terms week, which also wasn't fun.


jamie and i puckering


hanging out in the kitchen, kim has pepsi in her drink, she is driving and i had water


here is a view of my outfit, also jamie and i take picture together every year since our freshman year...we really have changes over that time frame(4 years)


this is the end of the night, maggie(the dog) is passed out on my lap


We woke u maggie to take a picture with her. this is right before we left about 10 minutes.


I don't want anyone to worry about the morning. i am over it until i have to do some more things and until then it is over and done. i am now just going to get past with it and focus on the good things and school. well now that i have wasted about an hour doing this blog i am going to start on my paper due monday. I JUST WANT TO POUND MY HEAD AGAINST THE TABLE. the good thing is that monday is the start of the 7 week...then we only have 8, 9, 10, and then finals which i finish on wednesday the 14th...I HAVE A WEEK AND A HALF OF SPRING BREAK. woo-hoo