UPDATE: on my life

so i am really busy because i am the quarter is about to end but a lot has happened and going to happen. I moved out of my dorm to Cady hall room 415, IM me for my dorm phone...it is a single so you can call any time and won't disturb anyone. i love it because it is soooo quiet and peaceful.
on a different note i have tons of homework due and little time to do it. i had to finish by today my chair out cardboard(picture coming later), a paper due wednesday, 14 computer compostions due tuesday, i also have to unpack and get organized because it is hard to concentrate when a lot of messy clutter is around(NOTE to mom: my room at6 home was organized clutter). yesterday was the worse day but now i am really exhausted from workign on my chair yesterday for 12 hours roughly. it looks alright but hey at 12:40ish AM i was just done with it. i also thought i had a paper due today but instead it was wednesday. i went to bed at 3 in the morning so i am really tired because i woke up at 7 am....4 hours of sleep rock on!!!!! right now i am waiting for my compostions to print out i have been trying to print them out since 330 and now it is 445. hopefully they will come soon because may be i will just keep typing and see what comes out of it.
right now i am at grover where my life is going to revolve around because i am moving to interior design but i don't like doing rooms like trading spaces but like the outside structural of it. i am amazed watching the student center being built. i love to watch it change so slowly but seem quick. well now i am just blabbering on and on about nothingness but hey it is fun. the lab is really cool and nice. i am waiting *tick* *tock* *tick**tock*.....jeezs this is going to take a long time....all i want to do is sleep right now but i have this work to do and i have the paper to do also. so may be i will do a outline and then eat something put a movie in and pass out. YEAHHHHHHHHH i got my picture wooo-hooo ok i am going to stop now sorry for the bad grammer and spelling and all of it. bye

HCIA pics and ART 113

color wheel

value scale

saturation scale

color stays the same in the shapes only the background color changes, but with it your eye also change slightly the colors of the shapes


bezold design

normal room- paint on side is proportions

change room - split complementary(our choice to chage the room so the picture is black and white)

both rooms side by side

*i have about 4 more coming for HCIA but i did one but didn't take a picture and the others haven't come up yet.*

this below is art 113...bridge(which i had posted awhile ago), symbols, and my armor...

all three, as you can see they are all hanging

symbols, kind of front on

mostly kind of seen from the bottom

my armor represents my fear of being judged....i put mirrors on it because first before you judge, judge yourself

i am feeling better

i am feeling better about what i said two entries ago. i had a good night sleep not interpted every hour by people in my hall, i was left alone by my roommate(meaning she didn't talk to me-she knew i wasn't in a good mood), and other stuff a good night sleep can do. bye. need to do lots and lots of homework.

after...

after a good- less then 5 minute cry i am feeling better but not by much.... i will see how it goes in a couple of days, as i said before. nite y'all

Tired

i am tired of friends, people, college, dorms, homework, pretty much everything. i need a break ASAP away from civilation. i might leave and go somewhere tomrrow and have a time alone period. i don't know why i am soo annoyed lately but i can't seem to get away from people and have a moment or friends dissing you for their boyfriends and feeling like the one left out all the time. i need a hug from my mom or dad. a quiet room with no noise or phones ringing with boyfriends on the line. i have never felt so lonely and left out as i feel now. My heart is breaking because i never figured that friends would change soo much when they have a boyfriends. i am seriously going to lose it soon and it isn't there fault but i feel like i am going to exploded. i just don't know how to get the feeling out. unfortunately as i feel now i might not get throught this quarter....i just want to be home and away from here....i will see how this saga will continue just give me a couple of days and i will try to update anyone who reads this. nite.

lost another fish..not mine

fube("foo-bee") went to fishy heaven today.... :(

i am feeling better but i am feeling exhausted most days and headaches sporadic on and off but nothing to take medicine...i think it is a stress headache.

i am doing a lot of homework lately, it is the mid quarter right now....five weeks in and five weeks plus one week for finals, left. right now in my ART class i am doing a protective sheild, kind of, it is of a fear i have. in my HCIA color theory class we just finished up these proportions things of a room...it is easier with a picture then me just writing it(pics will come up when i recieve this project back and then i will do 5 weeks of work. now i am working on a spatial illusion one...haven't come up with a design yet but it is coming along. in my MATH class i have homework every night. in my CS computer literacy class we are learning about access which is very confusing but i am getting through it.

well i am going to work on my art thing and then watch american idol and then head to bed or work on a little more homework but most likely go to bed because i am slowly falling asleep just writing this. nite and bye.


p.s. i have bad grammer, spelling, and incomplete sentences in this...just wanted to let you know that i am writing this on a whim.

It was a sad day two days ago we lost Mr.bubbles(not my fish).

today i was sick...i woke up with a severe migraine...it started from my brain stem all the way through my head. i was very dizzy, weak, feeling like i shallowed a lot of water through my nose, and wanting to vomit. it was hard getting through all my classes. my first class wasn't that bad but art i had to get up and down and my knees kept buckling and i had to hold the table for support. in my two hour break i thought i was getting better so i decided to go to my last class...when walking down the stairs my headache got worse, breathing shallow, dizzy, and weak. a told the teacher i might leave depending on how i feel. I stayed to whole time but my head was not in the game...i was closing my eyes and half listening..i didn't comprehend anything of what happened becasue of it. when i came back i went to sleep from 3 to 6...my head got better but still there, i still feel weak and dizzy, and wanting to throw up. i am going to bed now and hopefully tomorrow will be better or i will spend the day in bed but i forced myself today so i can try to do it tomorrow, i guess.

i'm a new mommy..of a fish of course

is she not cute...she is a goldfish. i named her Sunshine but sunny for short. Jamie but two guppies named Mr. bubbles and fube-"foo-bee" (no pic available of them).


i am making changes in my life that i am happy with and loving. first living life like i want and doing things i want with or without friends joining in. I colored my hair, which i wanted more drastic, but hey i can live with what i have. i have wanted to color it for a long time but didn't do it. I also wanted a pet but not a dog or cat because it is a lot of work but when jamie bought her fishes yesterday i found sunny and was like wow i want a fish. i got her today because we didn't have a big enough tank yesterday. my friends all tell me about there pet growing up and i always say i had none. I am really enjoying watching her eat food and swim around and meet her friends fube"foo-bee" and mr.bubbles

My new hair :)

here is my hair slightly layered and colored....there is a before shot during the dying process and an after pic what what it looks like...tell me what you think.

before shot with new hair cut

waiting 25minutes to set in hair...eating beeforoni(sp?) which you can't see

finally done...sorry hair is messy it was late when took this picture, around 100am

I didn't notice much difference at first but now i am. i like it but i think the next time i will go more drastic(mother having a heart attack, right now), i guess we will see. bye. add a comment of what you think.

i am doing better....

sorry everyone for language...just ____?____

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...GOD DAMN IT... M F'er ...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD i am sooooo emotional drain, physically tired and i can't get the feeling out......everything and everyone are annoying me and it is sooo hard not to say anything because it is me and i am just reacting.....GOD DAMN i need to punch something, someone, anything....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh can DJ(jamie's boyfriend stop fucking calling every 2 seconds), can kim give a couple hours to hang out with friends and not her boyfriend, can it snow my god i would love snow right now to go sleding or make a snowhead(aka snowman without a body, but as big as a snowman) or just admire it..can all my friends lay off tryin' to set me up or hinting towards it...i am fine being single there is nothing wrong with it.....errrrrrrrrrr....can profs. actually speak to students not above them and can they make up there mind for god sake about what is coming up next in the class projects- it is killing me that there is no set plan.....ahhhhhhhhh i need to hurt soemthing to cry or get angry and go kick some ass...unfortunately i can't because i have to do fucking homework for multiply hours and never completely finish it all......errrrrrrrrr

i have to go do homework and be pissy for awhile.....bye.

busy, busy, busy

i have been busy lately and hanging out with friends. i have roughly 3 or 4 art project going right now. then reading about color, math homework that stinks because it is word problems and i just don't understand them, and trying to learn and study about computers. i really need a back rub and a long relaxing sleep and vacation. though i am tired i am really enjoying what i am doing and i am stretching my abilities and brain power. in the past 4 quarters i have not stretched and struggled like i have in the past 4 weeks because when i was taking education classes heading toward teaching i just did the basics and didn't put effort into it. well i have to go and do homework so i am not as stress though i think i will until finals are done. bye

the pictures i promised and more to come

this is my bridge project in art 113

front view

sorry it is a crooked shot--side view

top angle


with the brick


what the brick looks like


brick and trailer


closer look

one of the group members...pushing the tractor through

now this is snow shots...i will have HCIA pictures when i get the two projects back.

first snow fall but then it melted but now the second time is in the next pictures shown

one light showing from perkins


view from morton

it is pointing to my room(kind of)

this is one of my favorite picture i took this morning around 730am...i love these early mornings because it is sooo clean, quiet, and peaceful...even though i am not a morning person :)


BYE.

my life

my life is full of art projects from both classes, computer work, and math work. i will try to add pictures of my art projects up so you can all see what i have been doing these past two weeks. it might take me another week to put them up but definately the bridge after wednesday but before friday night. well i have to go to bed i have a math tst at 8 in the morning and then i will be making modules or symbols(75 pieces or more and made out of cardboard) for my next project, painting saturation of orange(meaning adding light, medium and dark grey to a color which i picked orange), making a chair out of cardboar that i have to sit in but that ont is due feb. 2nd, and then finishing a project in computer literacy, and then finishing word problems for math....lots and lots of work but it makes me think which i like. though today i was at the end of my nerve and wanting to cry many times today but didn't until i got a package from home with these delicious cookies in it (thanks, dad...mmm,mmmm, good). i fell today also and hurt my ankle which is sore and my knee is scratched up. other then that i am just tired and pressured to finish all this(except the chair) by next thursday ...thank goodness it is a 4 day weekend. well i was going to write a little but i just kept going....well sorry for my spelling mistake and grammatical errors, my excuse is that it is late and i had a long busy day of ups and downs...bye.
if have any questions i need to clear up just post a comment.

homework

doing homework...that pretty much covers what i have been doing. well i have to go take a shower and go to bed because i have 8am class...go math...bye.
p.s. hopefully i will write more in the coming days.

sigh

well my classes are going to stay the same...no classes to substitute with that were in my interest. oh well...bye

OhioU classes....

well i am back at school and enjoying 3 out of the 4 classes. i am taking art 113 which is 3d art. which is very fun right now because we are making a bridge that has to be a certain width so that a thing can go underneath and hold a 5lbs brick for 30 seconds. it is really exciting and our (it is a group thing) bridge is coming together fast and hopefully pass the requirements. then my other class is alegbra at 8 in the morning but it is good. i like my teacher and he tries to get us laughing. i still remember things from high school so i am not worried about anything. then i have color theory which is another art class. nothing to talk about it will be a lot of work but fun work. the class i don't like and hopefully get out of after today is CS 120 which is computer literacy. the title doesn't sound hard but it is and confusing. as of right now i don't have a major and if i don't choose a certain major then i don't have to take it. but when i do decide and i have to take it then i will then or if i can't find a subsitiute for the class. i have a meeting at 3 today to see if i can find another class. well i have to try and get some math homework done and then head to class then to my meeting. bye.

welcome to 2005

well...i am packed and ready to leave tomorrow. hmmm! my new year's was spent just chillin in my room and just dazing off to sleep. mostly because i had a work day today and worked very hard with very little sleep. i will also have a adventure tomorrow by trying to get to the hotel from the airport. then the next day i have to get to the airport from the hotel to find the greyhound/lakeline bus to athens...fun fun fun...but i am figuring that i will have restless nights the next couple of days or so. wish me luck on a semi-adventure and congradulating me when i accomplish it. :) well i am going to bed and trying to not panic about forgetting something but hey you always forget something when stressed out...or that is how i see it

bye katie...the last night of being in texas *tear*
nite.

tired

no writing much because i am tired a lot...i like to sleep and work is wearing me out...now think waking up at 4am and working until 530pm...not office work but heavy lifting, sorting, and ups and downs working the thighs and hamstrings, lower back, and arms....well i had a even harder day today because i had to be the muscle power and take systems out of boxes(about 5 or 6 palettes...with 20 systems on them) tiring and then organizing all materials....more uhhhh...ohh well it is 830pm and i am going to bed. nite. and my blogs are going to be more sporatic as this month goes on then i will get in the groove with hopefully daily postings...happy holidays

A workin girl....

so i am working now or going to tomorrow at 530am in the morning...woo-hoo. well i won't be as broke as i am now and that is good. I am working at dell and i don't know what area but it pays money and i also get exercise because the past two weeks i have read books, watch tv out the waaa-zoooo, and i have eaten a lot of food. So i guess i am ready... well, i am going to go work out the rest of my energy so i pass out tonight and actually get up tomorrow. ttyl, bye.