freakin out

my birthday is in 10 or 9 or 8 days depending on when you read this....ohh god i am turning 20...no longer a teenager....ohh jeezs i know it won't feel different but it is scary me i can't even think about it.... :/ wait until i turn 50 i think i will go crazy....all i want is for it to pass like any other day and i will be fine with that....i will have accounting class from 12-2, SI 6-7 and my favorite tv shows that i watch religous-ly 8 and after but that is all and so it won't be a lot of work like if it was a wednesday(which is 11-330, 430-930, roughly with dinner and a hour break) :/ well i am going to go and just numb my brain with nutrition and interior architecture....2 test tomorrow(wed) back to back oh what fun life has become :)