what has happened?

So recently i haven't feeling like writing but the stress has increased as the days go by. my mom says relax but i don't know the meaning anymore. i am trying to find my way in the decision of a job i want to do. it is between speech pathologist and something with education like special or counseling education. i don't know yet but i am thinking i will know by the end of this quarter. i think i want to be a speech pathologistbecause i love some science and it kepts my attention a little more then other subject but i get confused a lot. also i think helping kids speak and adults speak will give me great pleasure. it also is changing people and situation which keep my short attention spand more focused. then there is special educaion which is something i know something about. with helping kids with there class work and giving the confidence to find something on there own but supporting them. it is always changing with need students with different problems. the only concern is writing down all information on each child that is overwhelming at times and i am a somewhat forgetful person. then there is counseling which i think i will like because i like listening to peoples problems and trying to fix the problem. i have always listen to my friends and there situations and i think that would be fun. i like to fix things i think it is because of my dad who is an engineer. well hopefully these classes will help and then making an appointment with greg oberlin my advisor.

then on to my apartment i am going to have next year i hope. right now it is a lot of responsiblities and that is freaken me out a little but if we (jamie, kim, and i) do it right we can make it. right now it is a relief just to have our name down on a list and we are the first one on the list. also right now this is what we are having our apartment..we might change to have a balcony but for right now we aren't, then it will be furished, three bedrooms, kitchen, dining area, and a bathroom(just one we could of had more but it costed more). it is just exciting to say that i am going to be in an apartment for next year. hopefully all will work itself out.

then on to classes they are fine but are tough to get threw. i am in social work which is ok but sometimes i am not motivated to go but i go because it is only three times a week and then a social work seminar on tuesday. also i am in HSLS which is communication and communication disorders which is cool but i will see at the end of the quarter. but the teacher has a mississippi accent so it brings me back home. i am also in EDSP which is education for exceptional child. the teacher drives me up the wall but i think it will be a class i learned a lot from. then me one and only easy class thar 235 which i just sew costumes all day. that is pretty much what i do.

then lately i have been exhausted to go and excercise but i was going to ping (our rec) twice a week and swimming twice a week. but recently homework has made me work into the night. hopefully i can get back onto the schedule.

then i have found a way to enjoy dining halls but sometime you just you could eat things eatable. i have been eating salad everyday with more food like a deli sandwich which and i also been drinking two glasses of water at every meal in the dining hall.

also jamie and i have tried to move out of our room because we have freshman across from us which are chatting loudly at night which has royaly pissed me off. and we are sick of sharing a small room and closet. unfortunately we can't move because we like lincoln hall and don't want to move our stuff to a different dorm. so we are going to stick it out for this quarter and maybe we the freshman fail out or transfer schools we can move to the second floor in the same building.

what is happening this weekend that i know of:
shopping for clothes that are desparately needed
sleeping maybe not in this dorm room but kim's
the other one because jamie bofriend is coming this weekend(she did not ask me but i am just willing to be out of the room
balancing check book
not spending money unless necessary(like D.P. dough which i have been craving)
organizing and cleaning
laundry(might do that before the weekend)
doing a book report
starting another book to write a book report
doing homework in SW seminar

there will be more before the week is done


well hope this will cover until monday or so
i have to go do homework and go to sleep before it is to late...sorry for bad spelling and grammar...didn't feel like reading it over again.