I am having trouble getting motivated. I sit and can do million and one things on the computer and i can watch thousand minutes of television, but when it comes to reading art history it is the last thing on my list. It isn't like i have a long list of things to do, but i put it off until i have to kill myself waking up early and staying up late. i think that whatever i have to do in my line of work i have to be on a computer or be able to do something watching television/movie. i think that is why i like my art classes i can watch television/movies and create something in the process, but with reading art history i have to focus on the readings. what a bore.
right now i am tired, have a headache, and i have a million and one things to read. *sigh* i just don't know what to do. it is like a catch 22. if i don't read this articles then i fail the class. if i read these articles it is torturous to get through. i guess i should get off here and read. ohh what fun.
there are some moments in life you want to be out of school this is mine because i would think the weekend would belong to me. i could do what i want and what i have fun doing. here school is implemented into my weekend and every aspect of it. then i think i have to support myself and that turns me off of wanting to be in the real world. ohh well what can you do.
well wish me luck...on to my reading. fun. :/
bye.
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